boredboredbored =.=
i don't seem to understand whyy do u have to listen to him if u say his just a fren to u.
the thing is, who came first in your life? who cared for u more?
it means u've been contacting him rather than me.
am i at least right to say this?

if u say that he is just a fren to you, then i am too. am i not?
i'm not a piece of garbage u know.
and now. it's alwaez himhimhim. him here. him there.
what happened to mememe?

the same thing is repeating like last time.
and i know from a-z. movies, blah blah blah !
u're just showing signs that u dnt need me animore.
yeah. that's what u want right? cos u know whyy?
i feel useless. i'm not treasured like i used to. i'm not treated like how i use to be.
gone. it's gone. whyy? bcos it's reallyx2 gone.

all secrets will be reveiled one day. it's just a matter of time.
haish. i'm just fcuking pissed off.
cos i dnt understand whyy, if u really love that someone that muchh,
treasure that someone honestly, willing to do aniting for that someone,
u would die for that someone, in the end, i suffer.
why? whywhywhy?

aper yang tak cukup? aper yang aku kekurangan?
tak understanding? tak kasi freedom? tak cukup kacak? haha. nak joke kejap :P
haish. if there is another chance, i can make it perfect. i'm 101% sure that i will.
the chance was there, but it was ignored. cos i'm not good enough.

i'll take u for who u are, if u take me for everything.
p.s. i still love u actually

takperx2. myspace still got. don't erase okay? if u know what i mean. haha.

&& to you,
i'm not writing bout her luh. haha.