well.
today was actually the day. i came prepared.
i'm ready to take on the new challenges ahead.
i'll start a new life. a new life without u by my side.

i'm moving on. i have to. so i won't suffer.
all i wanted in my life was youu.
but i guess u don't really need me animore yeah.
i noe u can find a better consultor, a better listener
AND a better tutor for yourself.

i've known u for seven months
but we actually lasted for ONLY four months.
and when i looked backk, yeah, i didn't even reach
your highest 6th month.
so muchh for me planning to break the record.

tell me is there any other way for me so i won't suffer?
patch up? yeah right. like there's hope.
so the only way is for me to forget you and move on in life.

shikinn,
i hope you can accept all this like how i once accept to broke up.
i really miss those times together.
but now, all i wanted was you AND for you to be HONEST
towards me. why can't u just tell me the truth.
u wanna keep this a secret from me even on our last day together?
i know what's going on and i'm not angry with it.
in fact i respect it. the only wayy to make me smile for the last time
is for you to be honest with me. that's all i'm asking for.


&& i want u backk D;