It's been a tiring and moody day for me today .
i ain't got any mood from morning till now .
haishh~~

how i wish i could just smile at the end of the day nowadays .
Daddy text me for the first time since like half a year .

Daddy : k. no problem .................. . ok sayang . i still love u cos ur my onli son daddy have .

i broke down and cried reading it .
&& yes Daddy . i love u still .
we may not enjoy our life together like how we use to
but i swear , i'll alwaez treasure every moment we spent last time .
although we are far apart from each other right now ,
u'll alwaez be the best Daddy deep in my heart .

&& yeah . before i go , just wanna say that i really do sucks
in relationships . that is why i will alwaez get myself dissappointed
when i'm in one . and maybe , just maybe , i may
wanna give up on love for now . haish~~

I love you still Sheril D;