When everything went wrong, why issit always me who is being pressured? issit because im too kind?

oh god . all i wanted was to spend my time with u guys today . but why does it have to end this way? i was happy when u said u wanted to meet me at 12 . but in fact we ended up meeting at 7 plus? haishh . i was so dissappointed that u have to be so darn sarcastic replying shahdan's msg . for your guys info, we even tried hard to force wan and co not to go to marina barrage . why ? so we can meet u guys .

i tried hard not to throw my anger on others . in fact, i tried to joke around with them . cos i thought laughing was the best medicine . and it is .

at last, both of you did came . showing ur unhappiness towards us . but at least im glad to see you even for a short while .

in the end, by looking at ur reaction, it has come to my mind that u deserve someone better than me . someone who can be there when u need him . someone who can wipe your tears when u need a crying shoulder .

and for me . i'll try my best to be a better person . a better friend to you . cos it just seem so clear that im not good at handling this kind of situation judging from your reactions .

and now i know why some people drinks .