HELLO!

im back! haha. ohh well. i miss blogging. but i don't miss u guys. ainkk~
im not in the mood right now. i mean. i have the mood. but somethings just upsets me. really.

i wanna share something about me. something strucks my mind that im so busy being a good listener to others but i myself needs a listener of my own. get it? everyone needs a crying shoulder. i need one too. im having a problem now myself.

its been a problem to me for a long period of time. but all this while, i kept on keeping it to myself. im afraid people might laugh at me if i told them what my problem was. so yeah. i guess i have a bit of courage to tell it here. my problem all this while is actually about..... tet! haha. its about love lah okay. idk why but im just scared to tell people bout this. i cry over this? yes i do. sometimes every night (alah paiseh nye). *tutop muke*

i've loved someone for more than a year. but till today, i still can't win her heart. maybe we're not meant for each other. it really is difficult for me to move on from someone i really love. someone would probably agree with me. it took me months for me to move on from her.

not everyone is the same. im being myself and that's just the way i am. if u hate it then u can jolly well find someone better.

i really sucks at this. it would take a miracle for me to forget u. ily more than a friend and will always will.