Faizal Superpok;
always known to be a happy-go-lucky boy? nahhh. used to be.

nicely done faizal. i have lectures in school. otw back home just now, was lectured by my granny otp in the bus and when i reached home, another lecture from my aunt. HAISH. what is this? a lecture day or something?

fines, money, work, studies. and now love? i just have to let go of something. this is way too much for me. i won't give a second thought if the window is unlocked right now. this is too much for me to handle!

why am i always the one having tons of problems? issit because im too friendly to people that they take advantage of it? ergh~

Siti Arifah Bte Hasbollah, we've known each other for 2 months already. out of the many girls i've known, i picked u. ure the one that i truly care and love with all my heart. but i guess u dont feel the same towards me. its okay. i understand. i think the word that is suitable for u is 'enjoy'. am i right? ure still young. and have a long journey ahead of you. ure afraid history might repeat itself. so do i. i've tried my best to be the best for u but i guess i just couldn't. sorry if im not the one ure looking for. but just know that deep down inside me, there is always an urge for me wanting to be with u everytime. i swear i do.

and guess what? i just got lectured from my aunt actually. haish. my mind is filled with problems. sorry guys. i just feel like running out of this house and find a quiet place to relax. byeee people. aniting just beep me aite. cos im making my way out of this house now. not running away but just finding some time alone.

"make the right choice. be a normal person"
that was what my makcik said to me just now. haish.

problem after problem. love is another. sometimes i just wish i could just live with no heart since everything seems to hurt deep down inside me. nevertheless, i will not give up on u.

and to my cousins, please dont tell Cik Siti that i owned a blog. im just scared~
thankyouu. i know i can count on u (: