FUCK LIFE AND FUCK EVERYTHING.
i feel like running away from everything. i feel like running away from home. i don't even have the fucking mood for school anymore. and i dnt even think i have the mood for school tomorrow. how i wish i am a perfect guy with a perfect life.
i just feel like everything seems to be against me. i feel so useless. USELESS. im just a burden to your life. fuck love. fuck everything. maybe im not good when it comes to love afterall. maybe that explains why things dont always go the way i want it to be. everything seems to be coming and leaving. why? i feel like its all because of me. i feel like im the only one who is wrong.
nobody will understand how i feel.
i've never had the perfect childhood like some people does. maybe its due to my family background that makes me feel afraid and heartbreaking when i lose someone important in life. i have a fear of losing my loved ones. maybe that explains why i react this way.
Eyfa. thanks for being patient with me all this while. yeahhh. maybe it is true. u made me feel as if im the one who is always wrong. sorry if im not the one that ure looking for. sorry if im not the kind of guy who can make u feel happy. sorry for being sucha useless friend. and really really sorry if i've been irritating u when i asked for an answer. i just wanna know whether its a yes or a no. thats all im asking for. and yes. i guess u deserve someone way much better than me i should say. haish. im sorry if i raised my voice just now otp. i was really pissed off. cos ure really not making sense. i hope u're not gonna hate me after this. all i really wanted was for u to be happy. but when i look back, ure way much happier when ure not with me. thankyouu for being sucha wonderful friend to me all this while. although we often fought with each other recently, there are times when u actually puts a smile on my face. ure a great friend. yes you are. im sorry but i really cant take this pain anymore. Eyfa, ive never regretted knowing u. whenever the number 19 come across my mind, it will always remind me of you. once again thankyouu. ohhh and not to forget. deep down inside me, u will always be my bbyboy~
I LOVE YOU, BBYBOY (':
i feel like running away from everything. i feel like running away from home. i don't even have the fucking mood for school anymore. and i dnt even think i have the mood for school tomorrow. how i wish i am a perfect guy with a perfect life.
i just feel like everything seems to be against me. i feel so useless. USELESS. im just a burden to your life. fuck love. fuck everything. maybe im not good when it comes to love afterall. maybe that explains why things dont always go the way i want it to be. everything seems to be coming and leaving. why? i feel like its all because of me. i feel like im the only one who is wrong.
nobody will understand how i feel.
i've never had the perfect childhood like some people does. maybe its due to my family background that makes me feel afraid and heartbreaking when i lose someone important in life. i have a fear of losing my loved ones. maybe that explains why i react this way.
Eyfa. thanks for being patient with me all this while. yeahhh. maybe it is true. u made me feel as if im the one who is always wrong. sorry if im not the one that ure looking for. sorry if im not the kind of guy who can make u feel happy. sorry for being sucha useless friend. and really really sorry if i've been irritating u when i asked for an answer. i just wanna know whether its a yes or a no. thats all im asking for. and yes. i guess u deserve someone way much better than me i should say. haish. im sorry if i raised my voice just now otp. i was really pissed off. cos ure really not making sense. i hope u're not gonna hate me after this. all i really wanted was for u to be happy. but when i look back, ure way much happier when ure not with me. thankyouu for being sucha wonderful friend to me all this while. although we often fought with each other recently, there are times when u actually puts a smile on my face. ure a great friend. yes you are. im sorry but i really cant take this pain anymore. Eyfa, ive never regretted knowing u. whenever the number 19 come across my mind, it will always remind me of you. once again thankyouu. ohhh and not to forget. deep down inside me, u will always be my bbyboy~
I LOVE YOU, BBYBOY (':
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